I Don't Know How I Can Go On Living (1)
I just got hit with some of the most horrible news ever. It completely ruins my life, and I don't know how I'm going to recover. I thought I'd be alright if it ever happened, but I was just fooling myself. Life is not worth living, anymore. I can't believe this...
Christina Milian is getting married. And it's NOT to me. I'm going to cry myself to sleep. Labels: Women
Christina Milian is getting married. And it's NOT to me. I'm going to cry myself to sleep. Labels: Women
Digital Girl (0)
Hey, who's that peaking in my window?
I think you should let some more skin show...
But if one of these sites get the info
We can work it out, no Nintendo
I just hit Alt + Tab
Switchin' in-between two convos
I should just podcast
And bring in both peers to the convo
Formally, it ain't a question
We would cross paths like an intersection
But you just too far away for affection
So I pray that we never lose the connection
I remember Stacy, she used to hate me
She used to threaten she had a man to replace me
When she talked that shit, I'd just hit the escape key
Then she'd get mad and want to go erase me
I remember Amy, she used to AIM me
She stayed up late, and then she used to blame me
She say I'm too wild, she wanna tame me
I told her, 'Even Photoshop couldn't change me'
But you? You got me open, girl. Why lie?
We ain't even tryin' to settle, so why try?
End the night with a kiss and a bye-bye
No strings attached and nothing so WiFi Labels: Women
I think you should let some more skin show...
But if one of these sites get the info
We can work it out, no Nintendo
I just hit Alt + Tab
Switchin' in-between two convos
I should just podcast
And bring in both peers to the convo
Formally, it ain't a question
We would cross paths like an intersection
But you just too far away for affection
So I pray that we never lose the connection
I remember Stacy, she used to hate me
She used to threaten she had a man to replace me
When she talked that shit, I'd just hit the escape key
Then she'd get mad and want to go erase me
I remember Amy, she used to AIM me
She stayed up late, and then she used to blame me
She say I'm too wild, she wanna tame me
I told her, 'Even Photoshop couldn't change me'
But you? You got me open, girl. Why lie?
We ain't even tryin' to settle, so why try?
End the night with a kiss and a bye-bye
No strings attached and nothing so WiFi Labels: Women
Jay-Z - D.O.A. (Death of Autotune) (0)
Goddamn... I'm not even finished listening to it, and Jay is straight killing... Oh god, this is amazing. And it's too true, autotune has fucking killed the airwaves. I want to know what song this samples, it fits so well. Song just finished, and I must say, if anyone killed it, he did. Labels: The Vibe
VERY Weird Déjà Vu (0)
Have you ever had one of those dreams that has a part that actually happens in real life, and for a split second you get that weird déjà vu feeling? If you do, dig this...
OK, so. Since I was little, I would have this recurring dream of this girl. It really wasn't a very active dream where stuff is happening all over the place, but more like... I was just sitting there. This girl is right in front of me. We're outside, in some park. It's sunny outside and we're sitting at a table covered with some kind of cloth... You can see nice, green grass everywhere, and there are trees, but they don't really block the sun...
Anyway, I would have this dream about this girl very frequently. Like. At least once a week. And this goes back to when I was at least 4 or 5. I've had the dream a lot less since then, but every once and a while I will still have it.
I was thinking about it today, actually. Wondering if it was just a weird, recurring dream or if I'm actually going to live that moment through. Then I thought about it some more. And I realized.
I've seen this girl.
Not in person, but it's possible that within the next year I might meet this girl. This is scary for a number of reasons... Was I supposed to realize that this was the girl from my dreams or not? Do I tell her this? What the hell did the dream even mean?
I had to get that out, it's been bothering me all day. I have a feeling that it's going to be bothering me a lot longer than that, though... Labels: What I Am Thinking About
OK, so. Since I was little, I would have this recurring dream of this girl. It really wasn't a very active dream where stuff is happening all over the place, but more like... I was just sitting there. This girl is right in front of me. We're outside, in some park. It's sunny outside and we're sitting at a table covered with some kind of cloth... You can see nice, green grass everywhere, and there are trees, but they don't really block the sun...
Anyway, I would have this dream about this girl very frequently. Like. At least once a week. And this goes back to when I was at least 4 or 5. I've had the dream a lot less since then, but every once and a while I will still have it.
I was thinking about it today, actually. Wondering if it was just a weird, recurring dream or if I'm actually going to live that moment through. Then I thought about it some more. And I realized.
I've seen this girl.
Not in person, but it's possible that within the next year I might meet this girl. This is scary for a number of reasons... Was I supposed to realize that this was the girl from my dreams or not? Do I tell her this? What the hell did the dream even mean?
I had to get that out, it's been bothering me all day. I have a feeling that it's going to be bothering me a lot longer than that, though... Labels: What I Am Thinking About
Nas and the Aftermath of 'Nigger' (0)
It's been almost a year since I first sat down and listened to Nas' 2008 release, Nigger... Oops, my bad. His album that was Untitled. This also means it's been a year since it hit the masses. I started listening to a few tracks from it again and I wanted to see how it was received in the hip-hop scene. To be honest, I haven't heard it referenced or even mentioned by anyone...
Well, let's see. It debuted at #1 on the Billboard 200. Very nice. It's been certified gold by the RIAA. OK, So we know it's at least gotten into people's ears. That's what's up. But what do people think about it? I saw initial fans' reactions were mixed, but more positive than negative. I felt it could have done more, but after seeing the music video Nas had for N.I.G.G.E.R., I can see the original album name was no gimmick.
So why haven't people reacted? It pisses me off. People don't want to take action, but they'll be the first to be "offended" by something they could have prevented. I know people listened to it. I know people understood it. What's the deal, then? Barack is in office, we've had people damn near smacking us in the face with the issues we need to solve, and this is how we take care of business? By not doing a damn thing? What the fuck? Labels: The Vibe
Amazingly Ridiculous (0)
I find it amazing (read: amazingly ridiculous) that someone in a position to help you would rather find ways to tear you down. I'm talking about Hutch Tech's band director, of course. I don't really care about when he, awkwardly, watched me play basketball and said I sucked... I don't really care that he used my acceptance to Berklee as a way to make him look good as a teacher even though he had nothing to do with it. I can get over that pretty quickly. His comment about me not making it through the Berklee experience, that I'd drop out after one semester got to me, though.
Why would someone in his position say I would drop out after one semester? I mean, really? I don't even know how to respond to that. Do I prove him wrong? Of course I prove him wrong, stupid question. Do I respond to him? That's what he wants me to. If reverse psychology worked, I would be a completely different musician because of him. What does it say about me since I am letting it affect me? Lets me know I do have a conscious, I guess. Why doesn't he believe in me? ... I don't know.
I don't know. Labels: What I Am Thinking About
Why would someone in his position say I would drop out after one semester? I mean, really? I don't even know how to respond to that. Do I prove him wrong? Of course I prove him wrong, stupid question. Do I respond to him? That's what he wants me to. If reverse psychology worked, I would be a completely different musician because of him. What does it say about me since I am letting it affect me? Lets me know I do have a conscious, I guess. Why doesn't he believe in me? ... I don't know.
I don't know. Labels: What I Am Thinking About
