VERY Weird Déjà Vu

Have you ever had one of those dreams that has a part that actually happens in real life, and for a split second you get that weird déjà vu feeling? If you do, dig this...

OK, so. Since I was little, I would have this recurring dream of this girl. It really wasn't a very active dream where stuff is happening all over the place, but more like... I was just sitting there. This girl is right in front of me. We're outside, in some park. It's sunny outside and we're sitting at a table covered with some kind of cloth... You can see nice, green grass everywhere, and there are trees, but they don't really block the sun...

Anyway, I would have this dream about this girl very frequently. Like. At least once a week. And this goes back to when I was at least 4 or 5. I've had the dream a lot less since then, but every once and a while I will still have it.

I was thinking about it today, actually. Wondering if it was just a weird, recurring dream or if I'm actually going to live that moment through. Then I thought about it some more. And I realized.

I've seen this girl.

Not in person, but it's possible that within the next year I might meet this girl. This is scary for a number of reasons... Was I supposed to realize that this was the girl from my dreams or not? Do I tell her this? What the hell did the dream even mean?

I had to get that out, it's been bothering me all day. I have a feeling that it's going to be bothering me a lot longer than that, though... Labels: What I Am Thinking About